If anyone can speak of louring rain,
It must be nobody, for nobody can know
The emptiness of fragile remains.
With memory and melody adust
The river spoke of bells and rang insane
I listened not to streaming thoughts below,
Pretending with my heart to well arcane.
My eyes were seas themselves, but darker still.
I held my hands, surrendering my soul
To tears and coals and evanescent chills
That opened hands to talk to hawthorn’s flower,
The hawthorn pierced my blood, and blood it filled
With rue and little little stinging holes.
I dropped my keys and cried my silver will
With hope that golden Hills would never hear
The way that iridescent poetry
Could bend me to her paradox desire.
I do not know if I was made of flame;
I melted in the day, forgotten seer
With fleeting and fragmented memory.
Of hawthorn and remorse raise me a pyre.